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erasing
war (2001)
hand-bound book, graphite, eraser, dish, video, desk,
chair
erasing war is an installation that invites viewers
to observe the evidence and documentation of an action:
erasing the word WAR from every page of a hand-bound book.
Viewers sit at the table to touch and read the now-erased
book, see and touch the pile of eraser remnants, and watch
and listen to the over four-hour video documentation of
the task of erasing the book.
erasing war was the first piece I made after
the United States invaded Afghanistan. After the attacks
on September 11, 2001, making art felt impossible –
and worse, useless – but I was beginning my last
year of graduate school, and my purpose was to make art.
I made the book with pristine white paper, using white
Tyvek, an almost indestructible material, for the cover.
I wrote the word WAR on every page, but did not
videotape that initial act – it was furtive, shameful.
Then my husband videotaped me while I erased each page
of the book; it took over four hours, over the course
of several days, to complete the task. It was difficult
work – my hand got tired and cramped, even with
frequent breaks. As the eraser got smaller, it got harder
to hold on to, and I started to drop it. It was dirty
work, seemed never-ending, and my arm was sore for days.
Toward the end of the book, the word WAR almost
takes over the page – it becomes impossible to restore
any whiteness to the page – and my only hope was
to smear the word, render it unreadable at least.
The action was sincere, heartfelt, hopeful – I did,
and do, want to erase war. But it was also a
futile act, one that changed nothing. When I was finished
erasing, a friend pointed out that as I pressed down to
erase every page, I had inadvertently been transferring
the next page's WAR onto the verso of the page
I was erasing – the graphite was being imprinted,
leaving a new, reversed image of the word WAR.
As I erased, WAR was propagating itself in the
pages of my hopeful, futile book. |
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